I’ve turned into a ghost again, at work. I’m sitting at my desk, doing my job, and everyone and everything is buzzing around me, but it isn’t involving me. No-one is talking to me, no-one is addressing me, I feel insubstantial, invisible. I am a ghost again.
I’m going through one of those spells where I’m sleeping hard and heavily and not waking until about 9.20 – 9.30am. Maybe it’s the winter and the dark mornings but it’s a complete contrast to the days of waking at early light, between 6.00 and 7.00am, and having no more sleep left in me.
So I’m not exactly positive, outgoing, forcing myself into people’s consciousness. Low energy, the draining effects of customers who are quite willing to come over like self-centred pricks to someone who’s here to help them. And the cycle perpetuates itself.